gosh, haven't blogged in eons! and no one offered to help me repair my wallpaper thingo either ><

yay first pw! YAY ITS OVER ITS OVER! i know i know, i'm slowww. but i was too busy celebrating mah! :D actually pw wasn't thaat bad. i mean, yeah sometimes its quite irritating and you just want to punch the daylights out of it, but at least that was the subject that felt least like school and studying. and i had such nice pw mates who made pw (meetings at least) fun!

yay so thank you pw mates :D

hoho and something super jing dian that happened after op recording! we were at btm, then don was angry cos we kept teasing him but we were very nice to weijing, so he said, "eh why yall so nice to weijing but so bad to me ah!" then right after he said that, lightning flashed and thunder roared. haha it was super hilarious :D

okay next event! clean and green week schools' carnival! :D

kay let me tell you the story of the yellow and blue dustbin :D notice the photo of the blue dustbin and how half of the blue dustbin's face is cut off? i was trying to take photo of the blue dustbin when the yellow dustbin came over and head-butted the blue dustbin. the blue dustbin proceded to smack the yellow dustbin, and it was so amusing please :D too cute :D

and lastly, phile playy :D i finally get what those random pictures (e.g. honey, engagement ring) were about! haha i'm lazy to upload pictures here, but they're on facebook! yeah phile play was quite fun and interesting, especially the guy who dressed as a girl. erps i'm disturbed for life ><

yep that's all, shall blog about the cip at sgh another time :D

不懂为什么，心里就是有一种莫名的伤感。 是因为现在已经是年尾了，但我还是一无是处，连个活下去的目标也没有吗？还是为了其他更幼稚的原因？我真的觉得自己好幼稚哦，干吗为了这种事情而不开心呢？我一向来不是都很开朗，而且懂得控制自己的情绪与思想的吗？我恨现在的我。我好想哭，来试探自己麻痹了没。真的，我疲惫了。我好想无所谓，好想敷衍走一回，但绝望和无奈却无法远走高飞。

突然想起作业簿里的一篇理解篇章，理想与现实就像是地平线。看似遥远，却总有相接的地方。这个道理我明白。但是我就是没有这个能力、耐力和耐心来追求我的理想、我想要的未来。我需要目标来给我力量，我却没有力量来寻找目标。这应该就是所谓的catch 21吧。

算了，也许时间是一种解药。让时间冲淡一切，也许我会比较好一点。

but life isn't a fairytale, no matter how much you wish it were.

omg i need help! there's something wrong with my template then i don't know how to repair it cos i'm a computer idiot! ><

somebody save me please T.T

"Maybe a story will cheer you up... Once upon a time there was an ugly barnacle. It was so ugly that everyone died. The end."

-Patrick Star

你想过吗?
两个不相干的人在这世界上遇见的可能
两个人相爱的可能
有多渺小

每颗跳动的心 都有去爱和被爱的权利
但是有了权利 却没有能力
又有什么用呢?

你听过吗?
两个人之间最远的距离
是我站在你面前 你却看不见
我心中的三个字- 我爱你

而现在 我们之间正隔着一条银河的距离

rarr i was mugging bio, then i heard "每颗跳动的心 都有去爱和被爱的权利" on the radio!
then i just started scribbling on my organization of eukaryotic genomes notes and tada! fifteen minutes was wasted -..-

CHANYINGLING CAN YOU PLEASE FOCUS T.T

(oh and in case anyone read that chinese bit and got the wrong idea, its entirely random and doesn't reflect my thoughts/feelings etc etc)

When all you wanted was to be wanted
Wish you could go back and tell yourself what you know now

-fifteen

OMG YES I GOT MERIT FOR GRADE 7! :D
haha three more marks to distinction! :D
woah so proud of myself!